Thursday, October 1, 2009
laser. random
well3!
update wheneva i want.
btw email for this blog is robinho_rahman@yahoo.com
many dont know.
I just wanna scream as loud saying wat i wanna say.
things change, life goes on, ppl moving on...
but not me. mentally,
i just cnt go to sleep
coz i think i've fallen for u
is getting way to deep
it's real love tat u dont know abt
sleeping disorder.
say wat u hv to say, do wat u got to do.
i just wanna say one thing tat i love you.
bluek isnt it?
i seriously wanna talk to ust salam but i'm ashame...
update wheneva i want.
btw email for this blog is robinho_rahman@yahoo.com
many dont know.
I just wanna scream as loud saying wat i wanna say.
things change, life goes on, ppl moving on...
but not me. mentally,
i just cnt go to sleep
coz i think i've fallen for u
is getting way to deep
it's real love tat u dont know abt
sleeping disorder.
say wat u hv to say, do wat u got to do.
i just wanna say one thing tat i love you.
bluek isnt it?
i seriously wanna talk to ust salam but i'm ashame...
Friday, September 25, 2009
long time.
Well well!
Rahman penipu.
Rahman pembohong.
Semua yg buruk Rahman.
Yelah kn Rahman tgh bljar jd baik. Kn Rahman dah nk berubah.....
mMost of u wuld say, 'arh mcm phm arh dekni', tk gitu?
Must learn to accept fate. tkde guru boleh ajar melainkn keyakinan diri sendiri.
Ite life skrg akn jd lg mencabar.
Rahmannye bdn tetap maintain tp weight makin naik. Kecik 4eva!
Many things i wanna say. but i'm just afraid.
well i shuld b.
i keep reminding myself; 'ppl cn say but they cannot feel what's inside'
bye
Rahman penipu.
Rahman pembohong.
Semua yg buruk Rahman.
Yelah kn Rahman tgh bljar jd baik. Kn Rahman dah nk berubah.....
mMost of u wuld say, 'arh mcm phm arh dekni', tk gitu?
Must learn to accept fate. tkde guru boleh ajar melainkn keyakinan diri sendiri.
Ite life skrg akn jd lg mencabar.
Rahmannye bdn tetap maintain tp weight makin naik. Kecik 4eva!
Many things i wanna say. but i'm just afraid.
well i shuld b.
i keep reminding myself; 'ppl cn say but they cannot feel what's inside'
bye
Monday, July 27, 2009
I'm pretending that nth. happen
jus to see u happy.
i wish i cn get over u
but i couldnt.
my choice of where i am now is trying to avoid u.
it is not easy as it looks.
don't know where the futures heading, i hope it is a gd path.
jus to see u happy.
i wish i cn get over u
but i couldnt.
my choice of where i am now is trying to avoid u.
it is not easy as it looks.
don't know where the futures heading, i hope it is a gd path.
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
remembering...
hi peeps!
as u may have read that i'll be deleting this blog soon.
well guess what? i'm not gonna delete it but i'll not be updating anymore.
Btw now come to the hot news of the current world,
it is not that i don't care abt M J.
Just that he will be kept in my mind to be remembered n will always be loved.
I miss his moonwalk, dancing while singing. it just his time to go.
this will be my last post.
Tribute to M J.
farewell.
as u may have read that i'll be deleting this blog soon.
well guess what? i'm not gonna delete it but i'll not be updating anymore.
Btw now come to the hot news of the current world,
it is not that i don't care abt M J.
Just that he will be kept in my mind to be remembered n will always be loved.
I miss his moonwalk, dancing while singing. it just his time to go.
this will be my last post.
Tribute to M J.
farewell.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
i dunno what has gotten into me.
it is just not me anymore.
i dunno who i am...
i wish i can find 'myself' back.
maybe time can tell.
maybe not.
i wish i know what's wrong.
i wish i can fade it away.
how i wish.
this four letter words is bugging me.
the 'four letter' can be anything u want it to be.
being a gentleman doesn't i can't cry.
being too soft is what i' afraid of. too weak to tell.
this entry doesn't related to any emo stuff. it is jus me.
like a women, i wish i had a shoulder to cry, lean on.
unlike women.... i need to be strong...
this post is so random... that i can all day typing.
but eventually... it has come to an end.
maybe is a strong word yet nobody realise it.
it is just not me anymore.
i dunno who i am...
i wish i can find 'myself' back.
maybe time can tell.
maybe not.
i wish i know what's wrong.
i wish i can fade it away.
how i wish.
this four letter words is bugging me.
the 'four letter' can be anything u want it to be.
being a gentleman doesn't i can't cry.
being too soft is what i' afraid of. too weak to tell.
this entry doesn't related to any emo stuff. it is jus me.
like a women, i wish i had a shoulder to cry, lean on.
unlike women.... i need to be strong...
this post is so random... that i can all day typing.
but eventually... it has come to an end.
maybe is a strong word yet nobody realise it.
Friday, June 19, 2009
NYAA
this entry was meant for the Adventure NYAA camp
i've attended on 15-18th of june `09
i was actually late for the first briefing
met kobis... at the bridge n then wait for nashn rudy
then we settled down first . then off to our own group.
i'm in the third group. my instructor is Tham n Fiqa.
At first my group was quite boring. but when in comes to games.
we will be active. ; ).....
when we were asked about our group name. one of us came out with
Thumbs Up cool aite? i know. : )
then we off to the games part... where 4 of my group members
were station at the double skip. where two ppl hv to skip 10 times.
2 of my grp was filling up the bottle with a hole cup. i was station at the
caterpillar walk. where haikel lead us then followed by tan, me, jiying,jia en, dayah.
mind you caterpillar walk is damn hard that we hurt our hands. jiying's hand bleed.
lightsout was at 1130 but i slept at 1.
hearing shawal talking abt his first car practical. after hearing his story... i felt that
i wanted to take my licenses quickly.
second day.
we were taught on how to tie knots.
it is pretty easy... ; )
then off to sentosa... we were given a clue. i remembered only one easy
question.... and that is ' how many holes are there in the golf course?'
pretty easy huh....
we have to count the plank on the bridge at sentosa.... i count 438 but the actual
answer is 440... too bad...
by the end of second day... my group is getting more n more bond.
learn many stuffs that i can't learn outside.
our group we have tan, vegetarian. n tyler,buddhist plus joker.jiying,leader.
nas n shawal,scandal with jiying.ahmad,silent killer.zilong,humble.dayah,loud.
ping,laughingman.jia en,silent bomb.haikel, fittest man. me, co-leader plus maniac.
haha didn't expect me to be loud.
we have night walk at sentosa ... but to me it is pretty boring. even though i have to walk alone.
the person in charge said that i walked fast because i was afraid. hell no. i walked as slow as a snail yet they said that i walked fast. hmmph.!
off to the last day...
we were asked to cook our own meal. we were given 7 packets of maggi,5 eggs, charcoal n etc.
even though we started slow, but our maggi is the best among the best. even the camp chief's lose to us.
then
campfire preparation.
i voice out my opinion.... which is i sing a song n they will be my background. but after quite some time. i backed out... because the title of the song is i'm yours.
then one of them asked us to sing hsm song....
the 'together,together,together, everyone.... together come on let's have some fun.' song.
i'm the maniac now. heee.... sorry tyler for hurting ur back . ; p
after campfire we had a dance party. shuffle.... jumpstyle. ... zapin... hiphop. ok done.
btw this is the best camp ever.... i've got two great instructors.... supportive team.... n managed to achieve my goal. last day... our group won the best female camper which was jiying. well done.
will never forget this moment.... memories... awwww....
skating out.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
it is not a matter of emotional or something else.
it is just a feeling.
well... hello readers,
commenting about me... feel free to voice out.
btw td bile mkn bahulu, sudah sekian lama tk sentuh,
terigt akn hidir cerita mengenai neneknye yg membuat
bahulu yg begitu sedap. haha.. terigt zaman 'dulu'...
haish... currently or forever listening to didicazli's song.
it is like songs of my life'... can't deny it. ; )
well well...
