Not losing the War!

2011-12-16T09:04:00.001-08:00

Here's a thing, you can't rely on anybody be it your friend or colleague cause they are here to bring you down, more over your enemy... So you just have to face this by yourself even if you don't want to. ~ sincerely a stranger.

2011-05-27T00:37:00.000-07:00

I just hate it.
I just hate that i love you..
I hate how much i love you...
Please let this feeling go away.
I gotta move on. :(
:'(

2011-05-26T08:57:00.000-07:00

Is it true that if your eye lid fall.. someone is missing you?
I'm missed if that's the case. cause everyday my eye lid will fall one by one.
I'll be eyelid-less by then.

and my eyes keep on twitching.. is that a good sign? Hmm..
i know...
Nobody likes me. Nobody cares. But, keep telling myself,
Why worry? Why worry?

What's important to me? What's my main priority?
Nobody wanna hear my story.. cause *sings* nobody likes me... nobody likes me..

2011-05-26T08:52:00.000-07:00

Its so painful, deep inside yet nobody knows.
Its hard to fake a smile, everywhere i go.
I'm not afraid to show who i am
just afraid what people feel.
cause everyone means a thing to me. yet nobody realising it.

"Never knowing what could have been.
Not seeing that loving you, is what i was trying to do."

2010-09-23T02:42:00.000-07:00

As i expected
I'm worst than an invisible mannequin. hmm

I really need a sojourn, a.s.a.p
for my heart.
its been wandering around. :'(

2010-09-20T08:19:00.000-07:00

I herald the darkness,
which descends on all creatures.

You will know my approach,
by moans and wracked features.

I would circle the glove,
leaping one to the other
should all the world's people,
ever clasp hands together.

2010-09-19T08:10:00.000-07:00

Makin dekat seseorang itu padaku,
Makin aku tidak dapat mencintainya.

Walau perit tetapi memang itulah kenyataan.
Sukar utk ku ungkapkan sebegini...
Hanya sekadar nota yg dapat ku beri.

DO Ponder... : )

2010-09-05T07:06:00.000-07:00

Ketika tidur, adakah kita dianjurkan atau dilarang daripada menghadap sekian-sekian arah?

Yang biasa didengar ialah petua orang bahawa tidur hendaklah kepala menghadap kiblat dan jangan pula kaki yang menghadap kiblat. Akan tetapi sejauh yang dikaji dalam hadis-hadis yang sahih, tidak ditemui apa-apa berkaitan arah tidur, sama ada anjuran atau larangan. Paling dekat dalam persoalan ini ialah tidur dengan berbaring di lambung kanan.

I'm still searching for answers... : )

Please feel free to comment.

2010-09-03T07:41:00.000-07:00

Becareful of what you wish for.
You might just get it.... Or not.

p.s: Do ponder upon your own actions.

2010-09-02T06:25:00.000-07:00

Rather than trying to escape the storms in life.
Learn how to dance in the rain.

=D

2010-08-25T02:45:00.000-07:00

Interesting..

What Equals 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%?

Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%?

We have all been in situations where someone wants you to GIVE OVER 100%.

How about ACHIEVING 101%?

What equals 100% in life?

Here's a little mathematical formula that might help answer these questions:

If:

A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z

Is represented as:

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26.

If:

H-A-R-D-W-O-R- K

8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98%

And:

K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E

11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96%

But:

A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E

1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100%

THEN, look how far the love of GOD will take you:

L-O-V-E-O-F-G-O-D

12+15+22+5+15+6+7+15+4 = 101%

Therefore, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that:

While Hard Work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, It's the Love of GOD that will put you over the top! How true..

2010-08-23T02:28:00.001-07:00

life is too short for you to be angry.
so just smile. : )

p.s : facebook made everyone a stalker.

2010-08-20T00:37:00.000-07:00

howdy!
hmm....
i hate the fact that 'people' is always right.
if it's meant to be its meant to be. yeah2. ok.

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn,
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts,
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry,
But that's alright
Because I love ...... *.*

stubborn as a criminal.
greedy as a pig.
anything is as seem
i'm not terrific.
who cares and try not to believe it.
and here it goes again.

. she's pretty but she ain't mine .
. i'm suffocating, nobody mind .

random2 words. i say.
hmm well i'm not sure u guys understand but just bare with it if u're reading it.
;) hehe.

why is that the ones u like, disappoint u.
well like i've said hmm maybe i hvnt but what i'm trying to say is that.
don't hope for anything, u'll be disappointed. but only towards god.
because god knows what is best for you.
there's a reason behind every line.

and more thing i would like to say is that
i hate taking photos. ahah!
because a picture tells a thousand story.
different people different point of view.
if its not the same view, u'll be a bit disappointed.

well that's it for today.

2010-08-18T03:49:00.000-07:00

salam alaik,

sekian lama tidak mengemaskini blog. maaf sangat kerana sibuk. ;)

hmm... rawak dr sedutan usrah yg dikendalikn oleh belia mks.
-jgn sesekali terlepas pandang perkara2 yg kecil . e.g adab.
-guna kata2 yg mudah, senang difahami sekiranya menyampaikan sesuatu.
-kita selalu terlepas pandang dengan ni'mat yg diberi.

Lengkapkan diri ; ujian itu datang dgn secara tiba2(serta merta)

ps: reflect upon thyselves, for you are only a slave.

2010-08-18T02:40:00.000-07:00

2010-02-17T04:58:00.000-08:00

2010-02-10T02:34:00.000-08:00

My heart is full and my door's always open for
You can come anytime you want;

I'm a terrible liar,
there's a guilt in me whenever i tried to lie.

hmmm.

2010-02-01T03:08:00.000-08:00

How I wish
I can shoot down
my problem happily
Like a toddler
playing with watergun.

How I wish
I can make it through
the rain
Cause it is storming me more
and more.

How I Wish
I can be like a
Butterfly
Free from everything, anything.

I've been surrounded by
a million breathing kind
but I wish I can be with you.

2010-01-29T01:12:00.000-08:00

Wearing make-up
Its been pretty convincing
Ppl will be shock if they know. Wait....
I myself am shock, Confuse.
hmmm.

2010-01-25T02:18:00.000-08:00

blank is a word but it means nothing.
lucky is always in a good way.

Movie consist of bad guys prevails while the good guys fails.

2010-01-11T01:27:00.000-08:00

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrows
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very,
Mad world, Mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday, happy birthday
May they feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

2010-01-02T08:47:00.000-08:00

sedangkn rmai org pergi countdown
saya dan rakan2 menikmati keindahan Allah s.w.t
terlalu byk ilmu yg ada di muka bumi ini...
dan perjalanan saya masih jauh...
bulan yg mengambang membuat hati tersentuh...
bintang syi'ra(serious) yg berkerlipan...
aku tdk pernah melihat mlm begitu indah...
selalunya mlm bgaikn kegelapan...

aku harap jalan yg ku jejaki ini lurus dan dihujungnya
ade hamba mulia yg menemani.

pengorbanan yg ku lakukan tidak dilihat orang...
malah aku ingin orang nelihat ku sebagai orang yg meriah, kecoh dan sebagainya.
tetapi disebalik muka yg tampan yg diberi Allah s.w.t ini adalah hamba yg lemah
sesat dan pernah ingkar dgn suruhanNya.
setiap manusia mempunyai cita2 tetapi hanya segelintir yg inginkn

I hv been promoted to be the leader of Arts, Sports & Recreation, SYABAB of MKS.
youth for masjid kampung siglap...
it is my first time.... n trying to maintain.
not much job yet. planning to do activities such as badminton between syabab
soccer friendly, bowling....
mayb joining force with da'wah tarbiyah for camps. for art such as graffiti, KHAT.

Masha Allah... joining mks youth has made me more open .... to open.... to speak.
but still has the fear to speak. i mean with the opp. sex, to interact.

But as mention by waly... dont hold on to ur fears it will bring u down... join ur determination to pull u thru to ur future.
thnx waly for the advice

btw i've a new look... and it is short. haha . random

AKU bukan lah superMan. AKU juga bisa nangis...

2009-12-21T08:45:00.000-08:00

U pick the right guy by not picking me.
i'm just stupid to hold on, dont u think?
now i'm a miserable guy.
Coward, not ready to b brave.
not having the courage to move on.
I'm not a gd guy anymore, im the worst u c imagine.
Shit happens all the time here.

Change, y is it so difficult?
Y o Y?

Nobody cn change me. even me myself struggling.
Not even a cousellor. or mayb they cn but jus for a while.
i'm just happy u pick the right guy... at the same time sad.

I try to avoid u by not continue my studies inside.
SO i try ite. eventually when i sawursis. i jus cnt let
you out of my head. Y o Y?

even the daily chores remind me of u.
washing the plates aft done eating, dont jus
throw it in the sink, like i always do.

Yeah i think u made the right decision by nt choosing me,
Thankfully.
Im not me anymore. Im not the old self.
I chnge to the worst.
Even if it hurts i just hv to accept it.
Now then i regret for nt continuing my studies inside.
My aim now is to build up strength for my daily activities.
this is totally from the heart n telling u guys how i feel.

When i'm inside i used to b a mute.... i used to b quiet.
but now.... ppl who jus knew me think i'm happy coz now
Rahman skrg dah kecoh.... seme org kate gitu...
bagi yg dah lame kenal and belum berjumpe for the mean time.
do ask me... go out. n tell me what kind of a person am i?
different ppl same view. hahaha jgn terkejut.

laser. random

2009-10-01T12:09:00.000-07:00

well3!
update wheneva i want.

btw email for this blog is robinho_rahman@yahoo.com
many dont know.

I just wanna scream as loud saying wat i wanna say.
things change, life goes on, ppl moving on...
but not me. mentally,

i just cnt go to sleep
coz i think i've fallen for u
is getting way to deep
it's real love tat u dont know abt
sleeping disorder.

say wat u hv to say, do wat u got to do.
i just wanna say one thing tat i love you.

bluek isnt it?

i seriously wanna talk to ust salam but i'm ashame...

long time.

2009-09-25T10:08:00.000-07:00

Well well!
Rahman penipu.
Rahman pembohong.
Semua yg buruk Rahman.

Yelah kn Rahman tgh bljar jd baik. Kn Rahman dah nk berubah.....

mMost of u wuld say, 'arh mcm phm arh dekni', tk gitu?

Must learn to accept fate. tkde guru boleh ajar melainkn keyakinan diri sendiri.

Ite life skrg akn jd lg mencabar.
Rahmannye bdn tetap maintain tp weight makin naik. Kecik 4eva!

Many things i wanna say. but i'm just afraid.
well i shuld b.

i keep reminding myself; 'ppl cn say but they cannot feel what's inside'
bye

2009-07-27T09:28:00.000-07:00

I'm pretending that nth. happen
jus to see u happy.
i wish i cn get over u
but i couldnt.

my choice of where i am now is trying to avoid u.
it is not easy as it looks.

don't know where the futures heading, i hope it is a gd path.

remembering...

2009-07-08T03:35:00.000-07:00

hi peeps!
as u may have read that i'll be deleting this blog soon.

well guess what? i'm not gonna delete it but i'll not be updating anymore.
Btw now come to the hot news of the current world,
it is not that i don't care abt M J.
Just that he will be kept in my mind to be remembered n will always be loved.

I miss his moonwalk, dancing while singing. it just his time to go.

this will be my last post.
Tribute to M J.
farewell.

2009-06-21T21:46:00.000-07:00

i dunno what has gotten into me.
it is just not me anymore.
i dunno who i am...
i wish i can find 'myself' back.

maybe time can tell.
maybe not.

i wish i know what's wrong.
i wish i can fade it away.
how i wish.
this four letter words is bugging me.
the 'four letter' can be anything u want it to be.

being a gentleman doesn't i can't cry.
being too soft is what i' afraid of. too weak to tell.
this entry doesn't related to any emo stuff. it is jus me.

like a women, i wish i had a shoulder to cry, lean on.
unlike women.... i need to be strong...
this post is so random... that i can all day typing.
but eventually... it has come to an end.

maybe is a strong word yet nobody realise it.

NYAA

2009-06-19T10:42:00.000-07:00

this entry was meant for the Adventure NYAA camp

i've attended on 15-18th of june `09

i was actually late for the first briefing

met kobis... at the bridge n then wait for nashn rudy

then we settled down first . then off to our own group.

i'm in the third group. my instructor is Tham n Fiqa.

At first my group was quite boring. but when in comes to games.

we will be active. ; ).....

when we were asked about our group name. one of us came out with

Thumbs Up cool aite? i know. : )

then we off to the games part... where 4 of my group members

were station at the double skip. where two ppl hv to skip 10 times.

2 of my grp was filling up the bottle with a hole cup. i was station at the

caterpillar walk. where haikel lead us then followed by tan, me, jiying,jia en, dayah.

mind you caterpillar walk is damn hard that we hurt our hands. jiying's hand bleed.

lightsout was at 1130 but i slept at 1.

hearing shawal talking abt his first car practical. after hearing his story... i felt that

i wanted to take my licenses quickly.

second day.

we were taught on how to tie knots.

it is pretty easy... ; )

then off to sentosa... we were given a clue. i remembered only one easy

question.... and that is ' how many holes are there in the golf course?'

pretty easy huh....

we have to count the plank on the bridge at sentosa.... i count 438 but the actual

answer is 440... too bad...

by the end of second day... my group is getting more n more bond.

learn many stuffs that i can't learn outside.

our group we have tan, vegetarian. n tyler,buddhist plus joker.jiying,leader.

nas n shawal,scandal with jiying.ahmad,silent killer.zilong,humble.dayah,loud.

ping,laughingman.jia en,silent bomb.haikel, fittest man. me, co-leader plus maniac.

haha didn't expect me to be loud.

we have night walk at sentosa ... but to me it is pretty boring. even though i have to walk alone.

the person in charge said that i walked fast because i was afraid. hell no. i walked as slow as a snail yet they said that i walked fast. hmmph.!

off to the last day...

we were asked to cook our own meal. we were given 7 packets of maggi,5 eggs, charcoal n etc.

even though we started slow, but our maggi is the best among the best. even the camp chief's lose to us.

then

campfire preparation.

i voice out my opinion.... which is i sing a song n they will be my background. but after quite some time. i backed out... because the title of the song is i'm yours.

then one of them asked us to sing hsm song....

the 'together,together,together, everyone.... together come on let's have some fun.' song.

i'm the maniac now. heee.... sorry tyler for hurting ur back . ; p

after campfire we had a dance party. shuffle.... jumpstyle. ... zapin... hiphop. ok done.

btw this is the best camp ever.... i've got two great instructors.... supportive team.... n managed to achieve my goal. last day... our group won the best female camper which was jiying. well done.

will never forget this moment.... memories... awwww....

skating out.

2009-06-13T09:26:00.000-07:00

it is not a matter of emotional or something else.

it is just a feeling.

well... hello readers,

commenting about me... feel free to voice out.

btw td bile mkn bahulu, sudah sekian lama tk sentuh,

terigt akn hidir cerita mengenai neneknye yg membuat

bahulu yg begitu sedap. haha.. terigt zaman 'dulu'...

haish... currently or forever listening to didicazli's song.

it is like songs of my life'... can't deny it. ; )

well well...

2009-06-11T10:38:00.000-07:00

sudah sekian lame tk bercerita....

smlm tonton bahas di perpustakaan tampines...

walaupon waktanjong menang tetepai markah tdk mencukupi

utk meneruskn perjuangan....

td plak g i t fair.... mcm² bende, murah² lg...

talk abt me...

what has happened to me???

when i saw her.... it was like a truly blissful feeling.

i wish i can see her more... even i can't be with her...

relaku setia hingga dia menjadi hak milik org lain...

mark my words.

2009-05-31T06:57:00.000-07:00

Can't lose what u never had...;

so here i am still holding on...

every breath is still with me.

Boring as ever.....
not knowing how to cheer up. : p

itukah bintang ataupun rembulan...

trima kasih ku ucapkn....

ManCik

2009-05-26T01:54:00.000-07:00

aku lah ManCik...
karout!

nowadays the weather is erupting my veins. ; )
but with this weather i'll try to gain.

suddenly felt like i was appreciated by my friends.
i just feel that way... not knowing why.
i'm coping with the smooth journey for maths.
and still struggling with automation n control.
today 26th May, i try to write the COVER LETTER by my own.
will not get any help from anybody.

if you think you are, you will
if you think you will, try harder.

still alone in the shallow(dark) corner;

2009-05-21T01:59:00.001-07:00

I don't like to take picture.

but eventually being forced.

that is why...

the picture below is being rate as S17(sweetseventeen)

if u cn see me, i was pulled. : )

this one was being cornered.

still at bottom right of the picture..

other pictures cannot be seen

as i'm topless.. ; )

or maybe i've deleted it.

all of them...

btw i'm decreasing my coke.

n find a new drink.

will update the new drink on the next entry ; p

it is nothing new to the world. but to my stomache : )

2009-05-20T11:14:00.000-07:00

Starting with....
have you ever love someone so much
that nothing else matters
if i can say what i feel
but it is just surreal....

hello mucho... start off with activities
that i did on 20th May
ac lesson was quite interesting
there will be practical test next week on Thursday.
then after lesson, went to play soccer under the hot sun
at the futsal court...
i score more than 3 goals
if I'm not mistaken
because my friends, who have nicknamed
me, ROBINHO, as my email has got something
to do with robinho... n one of my friend
saw my U-Niquez jersey n called me from behind
ManCik.... then i say not funny.
ManKecik pon tk tau bace per....
robinho=mancik.... ermmm bole lah
aslkn bahagia
after soccer relax awhile
then off to gym to familiarise with the equipment...

btw in the next post i will post a pic of my class.
during.... jeng3 .......
swimming lesson.
hehe... : )

crawl out sbb dah tk larat.. : p

random post.

2009-05-19T06:20:00.001-07:00

all those footballers turn older today...

Manuel Almunia,32

Marcus Bent,31

Diego Forlan,30

Andrea Pirlo,30

and former U.S president too,

John F Kennedy.

will upload pic by next entry... c ya soon. ; )

2009-05-17T06:01:00.000-07:00

so long nvr update.
well here goes everything from the past week.

firstly readers who read, do tag. appreciate it very much.
last week's monday to friday sch as per normal mayb some
interesting thing happen.
monday, decide to hang ard sch as it ends at 11
tuesday, nil
wednesday, still deciding whether to go gym...
thursday, great news from jeff...

friday, class end at 11 then when back home
then i suddenly remember that friday i was supposed to meet mundzir
at mesjid khadijah... but i was late to go the mosque.
so i went to wak tanjong mosque
where i met farid(again) and abu... isa came late
then i didn't meet mundzir who was supposed to take
o lvl cert. with me n go to queensway to survey jerseys.
but i paitow him n go the street soccer court beside
fengshan primary sch.
there i played 3 hrs or so...
then yesterday got a call from halim asking me to meet him
to survey for clothes...
later i met farahin n fathin.
saw 'cikgu' aini at interchange if i'm not mistaken
then went back home.
some of my relatives come, to visit my grandma.
then i accompany my niece for the period she was here.
she is just a kindergarten kid but act like a mature girl.
funny rite, like how she pose for the camera(mentel).
argh finally come to the ending part where
i manage to watch HEROES for the last 30mins.., pity me.

still holding on to my tears,

2009-05-11T08:22:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to ABD HALIM HIDAYAT!

wish u luck for ur poly...

his birthday falls on the 10th of May

sry yer lmbt...

n not forgetting Hidayah Binte Badar Abdat

she turns 17 today , on the 11th of May

hope u reach ur dreams....

feeling lonely, alone.

feeling needy, need.

feeling empty, me.

trying to cope with new things ard.

some ppl might not understand what i'm trying to say

only a few will. a few may depends.

just now p.e was almost sad for me

my friends get to play tennis

as i felt giddy aft the 1.2 run...

maybe i'm too weak to run some more.

during maths, mr ong asked for a date for the test next week

i was like huuuh? test... can i pull this one thru?

i like to shortcut things. even the simple ways.

even if they is no shortcut left.

maybe i should go n sleep.

toodles reader.

PEACE!

2009-05-08T10:09:00.000-07:00

haiz... asyik terpk.

bile nk g wholebody check-up.

mcm gerek gitu... nk tahu ade bende

yg tk diketahui lagi... mane tahu ade pape

k k stop it.

asyik english jer... skrg melayu lah plak yer...

td blaja c-programming.... teacher die ok lah

tp aku tk suke die sbb die mcm racist.

COKE

all my friend will say
coke again..... it is not gd 4 ur health.
there are many choices.
heh
lastly i'm excited coz tomorrow
first time c-programming.
coz past fridays is either holiday or
didn't learn that lesson.
no cca? why am i such a bold person.

R : funny
A : crazy
H : stick to one
M : Makes dating fun
A : crazy
N : is a very good kisser too!

R : funny
A : crazy
S : makes people laugh
H : stick to one
I : is really sweet & romantic
D : a very good girlfriend or boyfriend anyone ever had

funny right...... it is taken from a quiz from facebook.

don't be jealous.... heeeee. peace

seriously i'll wait.

2009-05-06T09:50:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY!!

Huzaifah, sry yer belated... tk sempat... hehe

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY!!

Rahim, my younger brother... hope u do well in ur mid yr

yesterday had a wonderful lesson

2 hrs of doing stuff ; ac

then off to the court

because of my account

they call me robinho...

then went back alone at ard 12+

pity aliff coz his hp was out of service

too bad for him.

anybody know how to dl psp iso games

care to teach me

i'll be waiting for you

even others find it ain't true

even it takes the rest of my life.

i wait for you.

2009-05-05T09:48:00.000-07:00

funny.... random.

i recently got my maths result
i got 34/40, i feel quite happy with it.
time checked 12.49 a.m 6th May
i'm still awake as tomorrow is
the big match between Manchester United
n Arsenal....
how can the gunners bullet thru the red devils defend?
let's find out later....

i'm feeling alone, by right i should feel comfortable with my life.
it really hurts. everything i do reminds of you.
even the silly things... how i wish the feeling vanished in the mid air...
not thin nor thick air...

check ur temperature.... H1N1 is not coming but
just to prevent from anything. be sure to follow the rules
but some rules are meant to be broken. ; )
see ya soon.
love rahman rashid.

2009-05-04T06:33:00.000-07:00

4th May

No one cares
What you give
You know you gotta live like you wanna live
When it's time
To be free
You know you gotta be what you wanna be

exactly 2 weeks to prepare for 18th may.

i was lucky that the teacher didn't put my name

on the relay.... lucky me

she said that my hair like ultraman can cut thru air.

speed like F1 car... all i can do is smile.

i feel that currently i'm lucky.

what i wanna do will always

side with me. vice versa...

just my luck i ran to u.

feel like giving up life??? feel free...

to talk to your members beside you...

hahaha.....

i don't smoke, i don't womanize. haha

that is the slogan for my teachers.

not me.... haha but it is suitable for me

also, though................

U guys wanna know something?

i'm addicted to COKE.

but not heavy arh...

chey like smoking arh

but i try to cut down from drinking everday

to once or twice a week.

can arh?

support me arh...

btw don't forget ur thermometer.

coz my friend's best friend is now

on the run....

coming to asia...

u should know what i'm talking about.

if not ke sian leh for you...

now it had a popular name

H1N1

but i prefer swine.

much more glamour than anything else.

haha enough talking...

less typing more sleeping hehe

time check 21.53hrs

c ya

2009-05-03T08:35:00.000-07:00

3rd May

Maybe i've been dreaming

all my life

all i wanted is a simple life

maybe i make it too complicated

maybe.... or maybe

it is just my surroundings.

people find it hard to understand me.

maybe it is just me.

maybe i have to change.

enough about the maybe...

let's talk about today

just now, all the grandma reunion

at my house... didn't expect them

to be that loud. hehe

life isn't what i' expecting

but it still cooperates with me.

i'm just afraid that it might not.

i had my choice..........

i choose to be the way i am

perhaps...

i myself trying hard to change.

i mean for the better.

worst come to worst........ full stop.

btw tomorrow p.e

i'm lovin it...

i feel good when hear S&W(p.e)

i just don't know why...

but i don't like the running part.

it makes me more and more energetic to talk.

yeah perhaps i have to cool down and let my comrades

a chance to talk while i slow down a lil bit.

p.s i'm hurting inside and out

17 is just too much

2009-05-01T10:12:00.000-07:00

jus now had a very wonderful time
playing at the street soccer court
beside fengshan primary.
today is the day... of
ANUGERAH! chey step only...
today is my mother's birthday.
it falls on the second of may.
Happy Birthday to You!
i can't get her a pleasant present
coz don't hv the time n is cashless...
huehue....too bad jus now got knock
at the butt.... damn pain as i can't sit properly...
must slunt a lil bit....
Any idea readers on celebrating....

choice 1 - go johor to shop
choice 2 - play bowling and badminton n local food.
choice 3 - jln² at vivo

anyone have a better idea...

why it has to be this way.....
people think i'm gay....
lol random again.

2009-04-30T08:31:00.000-07:00

heloo.... peeps

btw the email for this blog is robinho_rahman@yahoo.com
ppl might be mistaken and thinks that it is hotmail's...
i hv the same name for my yahoo n hotmail account. cool right.
ppl just don't notice.

am i wasting my years back then...
i try to solve my question... but yet it hasn't been answered
lucky me. or not

share with you guys abt my activity at sch jus now... 30th april.
during maths, just now test on surds. come to think of it. i should get full mark
but a 'careful' mistake blow it away.... nobody got that question right, if i'm not wrong.
btw random..... qwerty is a nice nick....
then off to automation n control.... farid do the work at computer then i purposely delete
all his work and re-do.... so that he cn assist me.
just now it is like a boring day... but managed to cheer ppl up using my mouth....
they said that 1st day i'm one of the quiet guys...
but now ur mouth like *toot*.... with my bloody mouth, i try to break all silent around me.
sorry guys....!

tomorrow from market down to the mosque and fengshan...
three familiar places....
just now try to download games for my psp but somehow i didn't manage.
till here....

ps: till death ur diamond's with me.

2009-04-28T23:08:00.000-07:00

helo, helo....
i've got something to discuss...

firstly it's abt the weather, nowadays it is usually hot.
i find it very hard to discipline myself with this kind of weather.
i was shocked the other day when i cn do pull-up's.
on the 18th of may is my swimming test, holy 'crab'...

secondly it is abt the economy crisis...
even u hv certain qualification doesn't mean it cn guarantee ur future...
that is y ppl hv to upgrade theirself by themself.

just now, only learn abt the control circuit.
3 hrs of automations & controls. half an hour of break...
i'm interested more abt tomorrow's match between manchester united n arsenal
hope the red devils will win this home match.
united's problem is that their defend is getting weaker. their attacking is superb.

now move on to today's activity... prayers n sleep, don't forget more sleep.
currently quitting to say the 'word';'lol'...
sometimes it is very iritating to always use that word.

got to know more abt my classmates.
i'm one of the oldest among '92... n the oldest in my class is abt 25 yrs of age.
cn u imagine how the class might be with a bunch of animals inside(this is true coz,
their nickname is related to an animal ,eg. mouse, goat, horse....)
k lah till here...

2009-04-28T05:20:00.000-07:00

hi folks,
sorry for not updating this simple blog.
i jus wanna say that i have wasted my years.
now i've gotta catch-up but i think it is hard.
all now is just your own initiative... it is my choice.
actually what i've been through is actually a simple life
but i complicated things up.

i feel like a dried leaf where no one will focus on you
except for some who are interested on learning abt the dried leaves.
this one is a boring post for u guys.
i'll make sure i buck up myself...
it is my choice. but to stick to my choice, you'll be the judge.
for my greatest honour, i thank you particularly for reading this post.

Dead & Gone

2009-04-08T08:43:00.000-07:00

Ay
Let me kick it to you right quick, man
That on some gangsta shit man, on some real shit
Anybody done been through the same thing, I'm sure you feel the same way
Big Phil
This for you pimpin'

[Chorus - Justin Timberlake (T.I.)]
Ohhhh (eyyy)
I've been travellin' on this road too long (too long)
Just tryna find my way back home (back home)
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone
And ohhhh (eyyy)
I've been travellin' on this road too long (too long)
Just tryna find my way back home (back home)
The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone, dead and gone

[Verse 1 - T.I.]
Ever had one of dem days wish woulda stayed home
Run into a group of niggas who gettin' they hate on
You walk by
They get wrong
You reply then shit get blown
Way outta proportion
Way past discussion
Just you against them, pick one then rush 'em
Figure you get your hair that's next
They don't wanna stop there now they bussin'
Now you gushin', ambulance rushin'
You to the hospital with a bad concussion
Plus ya hit 4 times
Plus it hit ya spine
Paralyzed waist down now ya wheel chair bound
Nevermind that now you lucky to be alive
Just think it all started you fussin' with 3 guys
Now ya pride in the way, but ya pride is the way
You could fuck around, get shot, die anyday
Niggas die everyday
All over bull shit, dope money, dice game, ordinary hood shit
Could this be 'cos of hip hop music?
Or did the ones with the good sense not use it?
Usually niggas don't know what to do when their back against the wall so they just start shootin'
For red or for blue or for blo I guess
From Bankhead or from your projects
No more stress, now I'm straight, now I get it, now I take
Time to think, before I make mistakes just for my family's sake
That part of me left yesterday
The heart of me is strong today
No regrets I'm blessed to say
The old me dead and gone away

blablablabla

2009-03-25T02:41:00.000-07:00

Our memories together are everlasting,
Each time you disappear, the more i miss you
I kept reminscing your smile, so much
'til the end of time..... as my tears sorrow....

There is nothing that I'll regret... loving you
although this much can only keep me company,
A thousand memories with you is the most beautiful
thing i can never forget....
every second till my last breath...
better for me to be hurt rather than
a life without your love...
without your love.

random post......

lalalala....

2009-03-21T05:28:00.000-07:00

even heroes thinks it is not easy....
more over for me to find it easy 'here'

Superman

I cant stand to fly
Im not that naive
Im just out to find
The better part of me

Im more than a bird...Im more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
Its not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home Ill never see

It may sound absurd...but dont be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but wont you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
Its not easy to be me

Up, up and away...away from me
Its all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
Im not crazy...or anything...

I cant stand to fly
Im not that naive
Men werent meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

Im only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me

Im only a man
In a funny red sheet
Im only a man
Looking for a dream

Im only a man
In a funny red sheet
And its not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...

2009-02-28T10:18:00.000-08:00

i like to procrastinate things just like i did to this blog.
mls nk update sbb kehidupan tgh mendak(tk kacau betol²)

next day will update... sbb ade event hehehe *evil smile*

2009-01-13T05:47:00.000-08:00

After what has happened, i were shocked....
i dunno what is decision.
dunno where to go...
somehow somewhere, i have to make a choice...
a very fast one....
coz time is killing me...

yeah you r rite... i'm just a wierd nerd strange shy dude.
i don't communicate well... even with guys... moreover girls...
i will get stuck n dunno what to say or do anything....

now i'm all alone.... coz i'm a red devils fan. not a liverpool fan....
hahaha pdhal tkde kene mengene....
i jus stumped for words....
n i more thing... more than words..... is a gd song for begginers to learn guitar....
everything in this paragraph is out of the box.... asl sembur jer....
at least update something....

haha n i try to lessen my sports....
n i'm trying to get fit....
mayb my left leg should be checked... mayb....
btw.... there will sometimes arrived a gd news n bad news at the same time...
like i did. the gd news is MAN U defeat Chelsea....
not by 1 or two goals ... it was by 3 goals...
n the bad news is my o' results.
i feel like shouting all my problems out... but just wouldn't dare....
btw farewell my fellow friends.... no time for u guys as u all are busy now...

fighting out my own problem....

2009-01-08T02:19:00.000-08:00

recently listening to 'Rahmat Ujian'
by Mestica...
things happen on 8th january...
nth happen.... lol
btw lagu tu kn sedap dok.... cube dgr....
sekali dgr knfrm time tdo pon masih nyanyi . hahah
k k... besok hari jumaat sembahyang jumaat then g clementi.... find out where am i going tomorrow or the day after.....
btw 1st - 14th FEB ade keje tapi sengaje tolak
coz penat.... k gd luck to every new comer n gd day for the ot . hahah ape² jer yg aku bebel...
hahaha....
btw... last sunday g broadrick maen bola....
guess what's the score....
0-6... haha kalah rabak....
first half maen stopper... tapi goal masuk semua lob sbb keeper pendek...
second half maen striker... tk score sbb jarang dpt bola....
nk tau ape.... semua team aku org cine.... opponent aku semua melayu....
jd sape yg ganjil???? haha...
workaholic.....

2008-12-30T07:18:00.000-08:00

Adam's once said that you should think what you exactly want to do or want to be.... from now on and do it with full hearted.... hv u ever try taking a huge stone which can't be lift..... ???
or would u try and seek for help??? and i was like... ah ah ah *step phm*

aku smpai skrang tk phm ape die nk maksudkn.... org yg 10 tahun tua dr aku.... berfikiran waras... tapi.... die ckp die buat pilihan agk lmbt.... sbb dulu die adelah org yg kuat bersukan, suke lepak².... bile tkde duit, keje.... den enjoy....
die ckp jgn ikut pilihan yg die buat.... pilih yg lagi baik....

aku kesian sey dgn cashier hari tu... sbb aku berdiri 10 min dekat cashier jer... die nyer panas mcm boleh terbakar sey kulit....
apetah lagi dorg yg diri full day....
anatare mat bapok,caleb, asyik mengomel jer.... and effy,22 yr girl, will just smile... and will complain after the sales..... fu nai dgn jia chian is the quietest....
ramlee our senior cashier was perspiring like a mad camel.... hahah
susie came on the last day....

2008-12-30T06:45:00.000-08:00

LIFE is NOT easy AS u THINK
it is just how dificult u handle....

hahah.... kat keje asyik kene usik jer.... lagi² sejak mundzir berhenti...

dulu org panggil die ahmad n panggil aku boy.....

sekarang nickname aku byk gile....

ade yg panggil.... 'abu(sbb tk tau ckp abdur)', 'ahboy','$5(becoz i was doing the $5 section)', 'ah man', dude, tengku(sbb nk kenekn aku dgn name 'rahman)', 'u'

hahahah.... kdg² kekek pulak org tk tau ckp name aku....

lagi² ben.... seorg yg handsome sbb ade darah hongkong.... skrang die dgn ming kuang kat tp.... first yr.... and there is jia chian or j.j, who was at meridian jc...(and say that jc sucks)...

btw ben ajk aku main bola pat broadrick sec. this sun

ming ckp besok jgn lupe kosongkn perut sbb besok ade party....

jia chian.... berangkat ke bangkok besok ptg....

and thnx for cornerkick specialist(khairul abdullah) for inviting me to a game on 10 jan....

make up ur make b4 it is late....if late nvm... don't wait until it is too late....

sure one u kanna(chinese essence)

i wish to leave all my worries with 2008... and start afresh on '09

btw Merry Christmas to all Christian.....

and Happy New Year to all who celebrates.....

and lastly..... Hidup Mesti Mau CEria......

2008-12-19T06:37:00.000-08:00

Hey Hey ! Everybody...
listening to rahmanrashid.blogpsot.com
eh dah terikut plak radio...

after a month working with pageone...
i've learnt many things...
especially this...
manusia itu ibarat buku...
ade yg kecik, ade yg kurus
ade yg gemuk, ade yg tebal...
ade yg cantik, ade yg menarik
ade yg menarik perhatian, ade yg biase jer...
tapi buku juge ibarat org yg berlainan berilmu... berlainan bangsa...
ade buku tk lawa pd kte tapi lawa pd org...
so don't judge a book by its cover... judge by it's heart or content...

gaji gue tk smpai seribu tapi tetap bersyukur...
1st gaji babe....
sblum dpt gaji.... bermcm² bende nk beli...
lepas dpt gaji jer.... terus blank...
mcm tkde bende gitu yg wajib diperlukn...
maafin dong...
btw i hv to say that i miss school.
sikit jer lah...

btw nk dgr satu kisah...
nk tahu ape....
Mundzir kaki bodek....
bodek shuld b the rite word
nk tau ape....
td otw nk g mesjid kte singgah atm machine jap...
pastu depan kte ade satu pakcik dah berumur...
abe si mundzir ckp dgn kepade aku dgn suare yg agk kuat...
' man kte dah lmbt, naik bas lincah²'....
nk tau ape .... pakcik tu... terus offer kte naek kereta die...
pakcik berbaju kurung biru... kereta berwarne kelabu...
smpai mesjid die turunkn kte... pastu die g parking...
lpas tu mundzir ckp dgn aku...
pdhal aku memaen jer... sekali dpt darh....
pastu die mngaku die berniat sebegitu.... bukan coincidence...
tu jer kisah die....

aku tgk blog senior² yg bertatap di madinah menunaikn kewajipan...
mcm gerek gitu... MADinah....
sungguh menyeronokkn apabile melihat mereka....
melihat kota(bandar² di sana)....

k lah gtg peeps...
anything... jus beep beep.

finish typing and checking....

2008-12-14T02:35:00.000-08:00

Penat sungguh sejak kebelakangan ini...
kalau badan aku boleh berkate dah lame die complain...
aku ni orgnye tk ckp byk... mls nk lyn perkare yg tk le menang atau tk guna kalau bertekak pon....
dan sejak kebelakangan ini asyik termenung mengenang nasib... haha
ppl will said you must move on.... yeah day by day i will get older... tetapi hati ku....
tetap akn begitu.... lebih rela operate and tukar hati.... sakitnye tk leh thn... mcm berkecai setiap kali dot dot dot....
seperti izyana kate ' aku rindu semua kengkwn'...
aku juga rindu sekolah.... and sekolah byk berjasa...
tk le nafikn.... kalau org yg berjasa, ramai so tkle sebut satu....
dr kecik hingga kini....

sebenarnye byk lagi yg harus ku ucapkn.... bile di depan computer je tergamam.
semua kate² hilang di merata.... susah utk kutemu bile di depan computer....

well.... move on huuh.... keep moving forward....
yes i will keep on moving forward.... but everytime i think abt dot dot dot... my heart aches....
tired like hell.... hurt like hell...
and one of my supervisor/ colleague.. said that if u wan 2 b an angel it might coz u... jus b urself...
and if u want to b devil... it is easy as 1,2,3... and even satan... well i'm off...

dribbling out the field...

2008-12-08T23:19:00.000-08:00

haish.... niari je lah off day on weekdays...
sunday was the last day @ atrium(vivocity)
sad to say , i miss it... haha
tapi lepas tu je aku terus tk bace buku lagi...
the last book i read is ' p.s i love you' by cecilia ahern...
tapi lepas atrium nye penat semua yg aku bace dah terlupe
kalau si ahmad jihad panggil abg die,luqman, wak katil ...
aku plak wak lupe gaknye....

smlm g tolong korban pat mks.... sbb dah janji...
aku tentu² geli dgn binatang berbulu.... abe imagine kene g ambik kepala kambing....
pengsan jap.... haha.... abe pegang pon takut²... tu pon pat tanduk die...
seram.... penat gile..... darah all over my body.... sbb kene tempat where i hv to check which kambing this is.... like what's the number of the kambing...
then kene sapu darah pat muke dgn budak².... then maen pool jap.... pat youth section... haha....
then lepas mandi bilas den asar den went back then tk ckp byk.... go eat gado² then sleep
time last day at atrium i was teased by simon(a malaysian guy) he was saying abu all the time cause i was called abu by 1 of the boss there. sbb kn die tk tau nk prnounce abdul jadi die ckp abu.... haha... then pat mesjid kene kacau mcm biase.... man teh satu... and man mane teh ...???
life is just what it is....

2008-11-21T04:35:00.000-08:00

i frequently go to bs to blog... cause i'm not cleverin using words...
and i've been busy the whole week as i will be out from 830 to either 7+ or 9+...
cause work. haish.... the 'whole world' know i have a job.... then ppl will asked me .... lots of question... eg. where u got it from? etc

fuuh ... jus now half a day was spend @ rsh hq department. because of next month's schedule
haish punye haish.
jus be honest even if in desperation need. kalau belit² tk bagus ....( mcm aku ) ehk huzaifah ehk halim ehk mundzir.... cikodeng.....

i once asked a favour from a friend.... it is not a big tasked but it is very important to me.... not him.... but guess what .... arh better don't go further or else i will be the one who hurts the most.
hey peeps anything jus beep beep bip bip me....

btw nk cte sikit ....
n firstly nk tanye muke aku muke decent?
n some say don pray play.....
k lah gtg ....
minal rahman ila umum salam alaik.

mucho gusto...
here we go alealeale..... go go go alealeale...
go go go rahman cnt tahan.... tolong me alealeale.

2008-11-07T06:17:00.001-08:00

hehe heeeeee

smlm tgk heroes pat star world

*btw star world pun ade logo baru*

n i believe that revenge is not fun at all...

when mohinder try to avenge sylar......

that is the most ....... thing.....
sengajer biarkn blank.....

i wanna be free like a butterfly....

no stress.... no worry.... no problem.

like this one.

2008-11-07T06:00:00.000-08:00

Kau selalu di hatiku
Tiap detik dan waktu
Engkau masih di hatiku
Walaupun kau tak tahu

Kaulah yang terindah
Seindah taman kota Babylon
Bagai bidadari
Ayu wajahmu tiada terperi
Inginku bersamamu selalu

Kau selalu di hatiku
Kau bertakhta di jiwaku
Cintaku hanya untukmu
Walaupun kau tak tahu

Tapi apa yang kupasti
Kau tak akan kumiliki
Telah kucuba berkali
Kau tak pernah pun peduli

lagu die gerek.....
tapi start at around 30+ secs...
lol

dah lame gitu tk update
sesekali update sikit²
tapi ini kali byk sikit yer kwn²
hehe...
byk ker sikit?
currently....
injured i mean injured everwhere...
whole body aching....
argghh.....!!!
selalu rase penat....

n just now then i realise that
my nose will bleed if i stay too long in the hot sun....
a pain ful hurt...

mcm byk gitu cite yg ketinggalan
tapi bile dah depan computer....
semuanye sembunyi kat dlm otak....
pastu nk carik punyer lah susah....

btw
belum boleh melupakanmu kerna
kau lah yang terindah seindah bunga......

i appreciate what allah gave me....
and give me... for what i am
even if my fwen is an annoying irritating shhhh It*ikut sir isa*
miahahaha... saje jer...
masa sudah suntuk utk ku bebual lame....
smpai di sini saje lah....

bye

Still can't forget u...

2008-10-20T06:57:00.000-07:00

Ouh God!
pls help me leave her behind ...
just can't get her out of my mind...
I'm just a weird man! WEIRD...
i do what ppl don't....
i don't do what ppl do...

just now chem was a lil bit difficult...
i studied most of them but it didn't came out...
lol
haha
just now survey hp....
but sadly my mum was angry abt my decision on buying a new hp.
lol

now hearing PuSpa...
ade sikit kene mengene dgn aku....
namun kan ku tunggu sampai kau mahu...
i can't put it to words like others do...

still think on ur decision...

2008-10-02T20:50:00.000-07:00

Selamat hari raya!!!

hahahahaha

~~ps: stay macho yo!!~~

2008-09-30T07:54:00.000-07:00

oitz.... besok raya...

jd saya disini ingin munyusun jari..

alermak 5 jer...

hehe

minta maaf atas kesilapan yg pernah ku lakukan...
tk kira pd teman², guru² mahupun saudara²

tk lupe juge kpd kedue ibubapa....

td g geylang belikn muhd samping...

hehe ade cte ade cte...
tk de lah begitu rmai sgt org...

ok ok jer....

td jumpa mfr, asrory jer...

haha....

den mlm ini ade game man utd... lagipun kene kemas rumah...

besok ade rmai gitu rmai org nk dtg...

maklum lah.... nenek di rumah...

saya hanya seorg insan yg dhaif ... don't expect perfection coz i do make mistake...

huahua

cheow meow .... meow meow

korg nk tahu ape???

nk tahu tk???

kalau nk tahu

LU PK LAH DULU!

asslmualaikum...

2008-09-29T18:29:00.001-07:00

Oy keng kwn....
smlm saya buat pertama kali buat tahun ni.... ke geylang...
i mean pusing²...
begitu happy nyer smpai terlupe nk begmbr....
besok raya?? hahaha. mcm tk caye gitu...
pejam celik pejam celik
dah nk habis puasa...
mcm sedih jgak nk tinggalkn ramadhan kali ini...
takut² tk bertemu...
Allah knows best...

nnt saya update lagi.... sungguh suntuk mase... nk kene buat kuih :p(pdhal dah buat)
mak nk masak sbb first day saudara mara ke rumah....
knpem rmai org.......

kpd semua muslimin muslimat selamat berhari raya...
ku jemput semua ke rumah... kalau nk atau boleh dtg...
termasuk org bukan singapore hahaha.
ingin saya meminta maaf kpd kaum kerabat, kenalan jika ada terguris hati... bersikap kasar...
etc minta maaf.

2008-09-25T11:26:00.000-07:00

"O you, who believe, stand firmly for justice, against yourself,your parents or your near relations (whether he be rich or poor ) Allah has better right over them both."

feel it is right but just afraid to put in words...

Kau buat baik ke tk dunia tetap mkn kau...

Tadi g batalkn puase pd jam 1902 pat dlm bas otw nk g mesjid siglap...
tu lah mesjid depan² mate tk nk mati² nk ikut ckp kau mundzir...
then met azmi,ustaz jasmani,ustaz mahyudin(man teh satu)(my shop is closed for 24hrs lah ustaz)
nmpk cik hamid iaitu bapa kpd muhd nur aiman...
then maghrib then isyak and went back...
baru sahaja selesai terwih pk nk tdo tapi ale² ternmpk computer ter'on'...:p
skrang tepat pd jam 12.58 jam pat computer arh... hehe
smpai di sini saje... sbnarnye ade gmbr tapi mls nk upload ... lain hari jer lah...
chiaow

Maaf

2008-09-20T07:03:00.000-07:00

saya meminta maaf kpd rakan² kerana tidak dapat hadir iftar mwti '08.
chey bobal formal sak...
yelah takut² org marah.
saya tak g pun ada sebab.
sebab die kat bawah.... hehe

nk kene buat bunga² nie....
nk kene cat pintu....(sama aim)
nk kene cat gate...
nk kene main computer(hehe saje jer letak)

sekali lagi minta maaf.

lagi satu... para mks.... fatayat(zul), ustaz mahyudin dan lain²
saya tk dpt g n.o.p juge...
penat sungguh .. lg² 10 hair terakhir nie... kene byk ibadat...

2008-09-20T03:38:00.001-07:00

It ƒeels like i'm losing control...
don't know my mistake.
and what i've done....

kalau tak niari nk g iftar n N.O.P
tapi bile bangun jer stion smcm...
ish3...
nie post pon sbb tgh tkder cte... :p

kenape lah seseorg itu diturunkn ke dunia....
mezti ade sesuatu disebalik menurunkn seseorg.

wanna tell something which i cn't yet answer the question
smlm ote home from sch... a guy approach me and ask...
(i think he is a freethinker)
How do you know that ur religion is the correct one...
everyone can say that theirs is the correct one.
i just answer him... we have our own proof that is being send by god to our prophet and to his followers and down to us... and that is qur'an....

sajer jer nk mamai bende yg tk penting....
thnx everybody for being in my life...
i appreciate everyone's presence...
even if my'enemies'(mcm ade jer)...

Hôw I Wish • • • •

2008-09-15T00:05:00.000-07:00

How I wish
I can shoot down
my problem happily
Like a toddler
playing with watergun

How I wish
I can make it through
the rain
Cause it is storming me more
and more

How I Wish
I can be like a
Butterfly
Free from everything, anything

I've been surrounded by
a million breathing kind
but I wish I can be with you

Can't stop thinking about you
even for a moment.
I know I'm just a flawed human being.
All I wish I could be, would be
A BetterMan.

come to think of it that is surely is enough.
skrang cte psl tadi...
heh science paper was a bit tough.
walaupun tk tdo. heh
yelah blaja smpai kul 3 lebih
pastu baring pk nk tdo skali tk ley tdo
smpailah sahur.... subuh...
then go sch lah.
lpas sch maen cs.
i used plenty of name such as,
BulanMaduDiAwanBiru ; Mania ; die.
pkai BulanMaduDiAwanBiru kn skali jer top frag. heh
stakat!!!
k lah later tonight i will upload some pics of my
Baju kurung for raye '08
mayb today buka istighfar... tgk lah caner....
btw any idea which should i go N.O.P or sch's iftar which i didn't know. heh
☺ •••

☺☻♦♣♠

2008-09-11T10:10:00.000-07:00

☺ ☻ ♦ ♣ ♠
ape yg aku merepek....
....

besok physics n belum blaja habis....
td buka luar n saje² nk blog....
haha stakat.
CⁿH²ⁿ....

i feel like i'm doing my very best but at the same time i'm lettin' myself down with my achievement...
ouh Allah pls help me....!
gv me what i cn...

☻

speechless...
like 'ugly betty'.... hv many thing to say but it is just hard to express it!
chiaow miaow ≡ i like cat :P :p

Teacher's Day '08

2008-08-29T09:06:00.000-07:00

smlm balik lmbt sbb lepas sis
terus g arnold.
den balik kul 11+.

den today celebration was a lil cock up.
but overall performance is superb with "4.1's"
'own song'??.... mane originaliti kamu....
dah ikut² pastu ckp tu lagu cari sendiri...
hanya allah sahaje yg tahu perkare sebenar.

den time pat ambik² gmbr pat kelas gerek skali.
di situlah aku dgr suare pompan² yg slalu senyap.
is this the last meetin', guys???
will we meet again? i'm sure we will but in a different better way.

i sincerely don blame itmawat after i knew the whole story.

and lastly AKU GILER!!! tk cayer?? checkout halim21 @ youtube...
kebykkn aksi lucu, gilerku di situ.

tu smue halim yg letak... perangai busted die..
halim siapa tk kenal 'king of busted'
org nyer aib die letak. vid die tk nk letak.
hahahaha! no offence.

is this dream real???
this is a dream~
one of my senior n ustaz came to me and asked me to go preu n madinah, azhar, syria and so on and so forth..... which one shuld i choose?? POLYTHECNIC or their suggestion.
mimpi jer. bukan btol.
cume nk cte jer... hehehe
bolekah aku bersenyum lg?

o' lvl is coming nearer and nearer.
my heart is beating more faster.
smue event dah selesai..
should concentrate more on studies now...

عليكم السلام في الدنيا والأخرة

2008-08-22T02:59:00.000-07:00

KEKEK SAK!!!

BOle pecah perut.....

2008-08-20T05:04:00.001-07:00

Marcell
Berhenti berberharap

dulu ku tak pernah
percayakan cinta
yang tak harus memiliki

pernah ku paksakan
walau tak sejalan
meski ku tahu ku salah

dan ku coba melupakanmu
karna ku tahu kau bukan milikku

dan ku berhenti berharap
akan cintamu yang dulu
ada di hati
dan ku coba tuk bertahan
walau beratkini ku berhenti berharap

kini ku akui
hatiku tak bisa slalu
miliki dirimu
karna ku paksakan
walau tak sejalan
meski ku tahu ku salah

2008-08-19T05:34:00.000-07:00

a person who professes beliefs and opinion that he does not hold in order
to conceal real feelings or motives - that defines hypocrite...

i can say all of us are HYPOCRITE
in a way that u urself
did'nt notice it
but other ppl do.

another thing is why is TIME priceless and cn nvr b bought
coz i want to buy some of it and complete what is left out.
Mase tu penting... mase tu emas... dan mase juge emotional eksyen
sbb ape? sbb mase tkkn patah balik kalau kte dah tersilap atau tk buat ape²

but my life has to go on.... tuju ke hadapan toksah pandang2 belakang

prelim next week... nasib baek dah revise sikit²...
tapi hati berdebar2 bile sebut 'prelim'.. tk tahu kenape seram gle...
manage to agree with folks abt the techer's day presentation...
ok lah ....

most probably the blog will not b update for a long period....

Kenapa kaum hawa lebih ramai dari kaum adam??

2008-08-15T23:20:00.000-07:00

Fuuh!
Selamat Qur'an dah habis.....
tadi dah bangun lmbt... 6.30
nasib baek smpai on time.
sbb hafal qur'an..
test td ok² arh, tk mengharap lg senang dr td...
then mkn....
pastu patutnye kene g buat shooting.
tapi tk bwk baju telupe nk bwk
sbb td pagi dah lmbt, tu arh gara² tdo lmbt.
then went home asap.
pening sey, skjap ade skjap tkde... pastu ade,
pastu tkde. pastu ade .... at last cancel jgak.
haish.... ur commitment is 0%.... tkde langsung.
haish...

Quote " yesterday is history ↑ tomorrow is mystery ↑ today is a gift that is y it is call present ↑

2008-08-15T23:08:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to Khumairah Omar!

'mrs friendster/blog' haha.

Happy Birthday To Sallehan!

' chey dah nk same tinggi dgn aku sey man, lg sikit jer'

Semoga mereka berjaya dlm hidup.... dah matang n lebih matang... oops

2008-08-13T07:50:00.000-07:00

Di hadapan orang yang kita cinta, hati kita akan berdegup kencang.
Tapi di depan orang yang kita suka, hati kita akan gembira.

Di depan orang yang kita cinta, musim sentiasa berbunga-bunga.
Di depan orang yang kita suka, musim itu cuma berangin sahaja.

Jikalau kita lihat di dalam mata orang yang kita cinta, kita akan kaku.
Jikalau kita melihat mata orang yang kita suka, kita akan tersenyum.

Di depan orang yang kita cinta, lidah kelu untuk berkata-kata.
Di depan orang yang kita suka, lidah bebas berkata apa sahaja

Di depan orang yang kita cinta, kita menjadi malu.
Di depan orang yang kita suka, kita akan tunjukkan imej yang sebenar.

Kita tidak boleh merenung mata orang yang kita cinta.
Tapi kita selalu merenung mata orang yang kita suka.

Bila orang yang kita cinta menangis, kita akan turut menangis.
Bila orang yang kita suka menangis, kita akan membuat dia gembira.

Perasaan cinta bermula dari kata. Perasaan suka bermula dari telinga.

betul ker???

2008-08-11T03:53:00.000-07:00

Sry cte mengenai johor tu....
UNDER CONSTRUCTION!! MLS NK PUBLISH...
thnx..........

2008-08-11T02:59:00.000-07:00

today i woke up late...
at ard 12a.m...
i was supposed to meet halim
at the gym at 12.30 sharp
but we delayed the time to 1pm
then we went to the gym...
byk yg kong2 hahah
tapi aku tk gay cume kagum jer
tapi kebyknnye bdn terlalu besar
what i want is just simple, healthy fit body
hahaha
then we went swimming.... talked abt many things at the pool
especially abt the teacher's day presentation
ade ke die suruh aku take charge sbb aku tk bz...
haish..
then went to gufran to solat.. then off to MrTehTarik
pdhal plan nk g TM.
aku nk g kedai artbox tapi die nk g tgk basikal piyo2
hahaha
then mkn nasi ayam then went home...
shuld i say today is halim's suey day???
he spent almost all of his weekly wage.
takut dienye basikal kene curi etc etc

Quote for the day:" Niari hari suey aku???"
" Live for nothing or die for something... your call"

2008-08-10T10:22:00.000-07:00

super'man' gmbr kenangan waktu aku kecik2

haha . taken by waN

kte bersama atuk

rumah di johor

bunga yg tk seberape cantek tapi tetap diupload kn

gmbr senget sikit

fierce sey.... pdhal tk tahu pic dipetik haha

that's all besok cte die plak. tk gerek sgt so cte2 die mungkin borign byk..

080808

2008-08-08T06:26:00.000-07:00

Hehe sry2 smlm telupe nk tulis...

ade byk sgt keje smpai telupe plak nk update

td g skola mcm biase...

ade national day celebration pat skola

pkai topi, nyanyi, ikrar, mkn....

terus balik......

Kiutkn???

ini lah ank ustazah rozana

balik g ehub... maen bowling...

ade lah satu kes nie

si fulan da lah dol pastu memandai jer

buat game pastu kene byr byk....

pastu kwn die mrh.... sbb pkai duit die dulu

pastu die threaten si fulan tu kalau tk kasi duit die balik

drpd melihat kekecohan antare mereke...

saya pun byrkn lah dulu... terus die belah

pastu balik dgn budak2 pompan...

humairah, ain i and the girls....

dorg nk gi mkn kat burger king

pastu balik lincah2 salin pastu solat pat mesjid qasim

pastu g eunos.. g mkn wak halim belanja sbb menang lwn TJC

boleh tahan sedap arh memandangkn free

hahaha

kite ape lagi lantak lah....

abe lepas dah kenyang kite balik...

saya, hidir, jafni... pergi ke tampines mall window shop...

dorg nk gi kedai artbox(kedai jepun)....

nmpk aje kedai masuk.... lagi2 jafni asl nmpk bende die bekenan jer

die main2 dgn bende tu...

kekek arh jafni...

abe kte g toy R' us

nk tgk2 arh ape yg interesting

pastu jafni nmpk play-doh

pastu die ckp...

mcm best plak hidup zmn knk2

mcm nk patah balik jap... haha

pastu kte jln2 kat situ arh skali ternmpk..

bende ni..

mcm tkde pape kn???

inilah bende yg bole menukar suare anda kpd suare alien

pastu si jafni ni try... die ketawe... pastu bunyi die mcm mengilai. haha

kalau korg ade part situ. knpem ketawenye

haha

den balik....

i'll not updating my blog for a couple of days

as i go to johor...

Quote for the day:"almk nasi goreng dah smpai, nasi putih belum smpai plak

ape dorg menunai nasi per...."

nk tahu sape yg ckp silalah tanye kpd pasukan Wak Tanjong yg menentang TJC

2008-08-06T21:08:00.000-07:00

Kte g tjc rmai2 tapi tu teammates jer
naik bas 2 pastu turun bedok n naik 38
38 bukan maen ribut dibuatnye
reach there at ard 3 plus...lol
den g salin baju.... nk tau ape toilet dorg bersih.haha
ade ke patut rahman yg boleh thn kiut miut nie dorg kasi baju
size XXL no. 14 huh????
MMG tk patut!!!
n the game goes pretty well
cume asyik kene marah jer dgn 'coach'
tjc lead first with a score from their captain
from a corner..... then we were awarded a penalty
our skipper took it n score(Farhan is our captain)
then they score thru a corner also...
then they increase their lead by an own goal from our team.
then half time whistle is blown . Preet!Preet!

half time lecture from our 'coach' lol
i thought i will be replaced but our actual coach
let me played...... thnx btw
2nd half is much a better game for us
when Luqman said to us
'Maen enjoy2 bukan nk menang'
so we play fun2. haha
then farhan score again with a spectacular pass from jafni
then jafni equalize the score 3-3
fuuh!!
then at one moment when i was abt to kick the ball
my leg cramped.... i was frustrated with myself....
then i was substitute with Harun
then khairul took a corner and score
4-3
WOW!
tk sangka beb.
when the final whistle were blown
Luqman came running and jump towards me.
We totally enjoy the game.
even though i was substitute.
i kept on cheering by the bench site.
sry p'e for shouting at your face . lol

the quote for the day is
'Kite maen utk diri kite, buakn utk org laen
kite Blaja utk diri kite, bukan utk org laen'
Wsslm

2008-08-05T08:18:00.000-07:00

"Harapanku palsu. Di hatiku masih kamu
Belum pernah ku ingin terus memburu
Aku lemah tanpa kamu Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik untuk dirimu
Sampai syurga kumenunggu , ........
Namun aku tetap aku
Yang terbaik untuk diriku"

Sudah agk lame aku tk update
nie update pun psl kene pakse???
k lh this week i called it the 'Mencabar Week'
sbb every single day has it's own cabaran
seperti smlm aku sakit
niari pula seram nk potong rambut org
besok kene azan, ade bola
thursday ade test and S.I.S
friday ade national day event
sat national day
sunday kene kemas rumah(dah nk puase beb)

i hope i'm ready to take any upcoming challenge...
as i said i am WEAK.....

"jgn nk putus asa sblum mencuba buat apa2, do stuff at ur own risk"

do visit everyday coz i'll b updating this bloggy(blogku)

2008-06-26T06:38:00.000-07:00

atas nama cinta - unic

Tika mata
Diuji manisnya senyuman
Terpamit rasa menyubur harapan
Dan seketika
Terlontar ke dunia khayalan
Hingga terlupa singkat perjalanan
Tersedar aku dari terlena
Dibuai lembut belaian cinta
Rela aku pendamkan
Impian yang tersimpan
Enggan ku keasyikan
Gusar keindahannya
Merampas rasa cinta
Pada Dia yang lebih sempurna
Bukan mudah
Bernafas dalam jiwa hamba
Dan ku cuba...
Menghindarkan pesona maya
Kerna tak upaya ku hadapinya
Andai murkaNya menghukum leka
Di atas nama cinta
Pada yang selayaknya
Ku nafikan yang fana
Moga dalam hitungan
Setiap pengorbanan
Agar disuluh cahaya redhaNya
Biar sendiri hingga hujung nyawa
Asal tak sepi dari kasihNya
Kerna sesungguhnya hakikat cinta
Hanya Dia yang Esa...
Di atas nama cinta
Pada yang selayaknya
Ku nafikan yang fana
Moga dalam hitungan
Setiap pengorbanan
Agar disuluh redha
Saratkan hati ini
Dengan cinta hakiki
Sehingga ku rasai
NikmatNya(NikmatNya)
SyurgaNya(Syurganya)
CintaNYa(CintaNya)

2008-06-11T10:32:00.001-07:00

low - flo rida

Mmmmmmmm
Let me talk to 'em
Let me talk to 'em
Mmmmmmm
Let me talk to 'em
C'mon!

Shawty had them apple bottom jeans (jeans)
Boots with the fur (with the fur)
The whole club was looking at her
She hits the floor (she hits the floor)
Next thing you know
Shawty got low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low
Them baggy sweat pants
And the Reebok's with the straps (with the straps)
She turned around and gave that big booty a smack (hey)
She hits the floor (she hits the floor)
Next thing you know
Shawty got low, low, low, low, low, low, low, low

I ain't never seen something that'll make me go
This crazy all night spending my doe
Had the million dollar vibe and a body to go
Them birthday cakes they stole the show
So sexual
She was flexible professional
Drinking nexenol
Hold up, wait a minute, do I see what I think?
Whoa
Did her thing seen shawty get low
Ain't the same when it's up that close
Make it rain I'm making it snow
Work the pole I gotta bang bro
I'm gonna say that I prefer the no clothes
I'm in to that I love women exposed
She threw it back at me I gave her mo
Cash ain't a problem I know where it go

Hey shawty what I gotta do to get you home
My jeans filled with guap and they're ready for showing
Cadillacs laid back for the sexy grown
Patron on the rocks that'll make you moan
One stack (come on), two stacks (come on), three stacks (come on)
Now that's three grand
What you think I'm playing baby girl I'm the man
I'm dealing rubberbands
That's when I threw her legs on my shoulders
I knew it was over
That heny and Cola got me like a soldier
She ready for Rover, I couldn't control her
So lucky on me I was just like clover
Shawty was hot like a toaster
Sorry but I had to fold her
Like a p$%#@graphy poster
She showed her

Whoa shawty yeah she was worth the money
Little mama took my cash
And I ain't want it back
The way she bent that back
Got all them paper stacks
Tattoo above her crack
I had to handle that
I was zoned in sexy woman
Let me show it make me want it
Two in the morning I'm zoned in
Them rosee bottles foaming
She wouldn't stop
Made it drop
Shawty dipped that pop and lock
Had to break her off that guap
Gal fire just like my glock

2008-05-07T06:45:00.000-07:00

Dgn sekejapan sey cake nie jadi .......

Terus kering kontang

Nk tau knape??? Sbb kn...

nie due yg kejekn lah birthday aku next week tapi aku celebrate dgn adek aku skali

Happy Birthday!!!

2008-05-07T06:01:00.001-07:00

Happy 15th Birthday to

Abdur Rahim Rashid

070593

Happy 16th belated Birthday to

Muhammad Huzaifah Muhd Amin

060592

Exams are ongoing....
Keep Mugging everybody!!!
huhu

Jatuh Cinta Lagi

2008-05-07T02:37:00.000-07:00

Pertama ku melihatmu
Bergetar rasa hatiku
Berdebar-debar jantungku
Mungkin ku suka padamu

ketika ku melihatnya
berdetak-detak di dada
mungkin itu suatu pertanda
bahwa ku suka padanya

(*)dia atau dia
ku pilih yang mana
aku pusing untuk memilihnya

jatuh cinta lagi
lagi lagi ku jatuh cinta
aku jatuh cinta
kepada setiap wanita

jatuh cinta lagi
lagi lagi ku jatuh cinta
harus bagaimanaku
bingung memikirkannya

layaknya seorang pria
kucoba untuk setia
mencintai satu wanita
tetapi aku tak bisa

dia atau dia
yang harus ku cinta
aku pusing untuk memilihnya

2008-04-30T05:16:00.000-07:00

More than words

Saying I love you,
Is not the words,
I want to hear from you,
It's not that I want you,
Not to say but if you only knew,
How easy,
it would be to show me how you feel,

More than words,
is all you have to do,
to make it real,
Then you wouldn't have to say,
that you love me,
Cause I'd already know,

What would you do,
if my heart was torn in two,

More than words to show you feel,
That your love for me is real,

What would you say,
if I took those words away,

Then you couldn't make things new,
Just by saying I love you,

It's more than words,
It's more than what you say,
It's the things you do,
oh yeah,
It's more than words,
It's more than what you say,
It's the things you do,
oh yeah,

Now that I've tried to,
talk to you and make you understand,
All you have to do,is close your eyes,
And just reach out your hands,
and touch me,
Hold me close don't ever let me go,

More than words,
is all I ever needed you to show,
Then you wouldn't have to say,
that you love me,
Cause I'd already know,

What would you do,
if my heart was torn in two,

More than words to show you feel,
That your love for me is real,
What would you say,
if I took those words away,
Then you couldn't make things new,(no no)
Just by saying I love you...

Bowling

2008-04-30T04:46:00.000-07:00

Lepas sekolah saye g maen bowling
kat E!hub(building baru dibuka di pasir ris)
Gerek sey walaupun tk tau maen sgt

Mcm biase arh halim slalu dpt paling sikit pun 90 sey
tapi dis
first set

Halim(slalu top fret) 102
Rahman(slalu last) 77
Ismail(shot maut) 56

second set

Halim 139
Ismail 96
Rahman 77

Overall
Halim 241
Rahman 154
Ismail 152

not bad for rahman yg slalu dpt last
too bad mahlan tk de
sbb die tinggal jauh n die ade hal
k lh kalo ade time lagi
rahman ~ maninho
akn update

Bunga, beri aku.......
kesempatan, utk hidup lagi

Halim kekek sey.....

2008-04-29T02:10:00.000-07:00

Hi everbody......
Dah begitu lame tk update
ade byk cte sbnarnye
tapi cume bole cte kn cket jer
k lh i'll start with
ade ke hadiah beg wallet yg aku nk bagi pat org
hilang gitu jer ,mane aku tk bingit
aku pun tk tahu mcm mane bole hilang
ape lagi yg aku bole ckp..... ish3

ade satu saturdae nie aku g alkaff utk maen bola
tu game team aku menang 4-2
tapi aku bingit smcm..... rahman sape yg tk kenal
mesti bingit nyer kalau dah maen bola

tadi lagi kekek
time balik kalau tk nk balik terus
tapi teman halim g beli bende n window shop jap....
tgk beg haversack...... tk de yg aku minat

abe si halim nie ade 3 perkare yg melucukn
huahua
firstly die nk tgk baju lelaki abe ter g tempat yg pompannye
nasib baik tk de org kat situ kalau tk paise rabaknye
secondly die nk tgk2 bende abe terjatuh plak.... ish3
lastly time nk naek bas ade budak kecik langgar die......

tadi time kat kantin kn ade satu teacher nie
puji saye ..... die ckp saye bgos jgak maen badminton
ape lg next stop kembangan arh
teacher tu pun versatile .... boleh maen ape2
thursdae...... nk maen bola ke badminton ke takraw ke ke.....haha

k lh kalau ade time nnt update lagi
wish me all the best for mid-yr exams.....
wish u all gd luck n try ur best..............

Be Something out of Nothing!

2008-04-27T04:16:00.000-07:00

Sayang Sayang

Masa ku teringat akan dirimu
Ada sesuatu begitu mengganggu
Diam-diam aku menyukaimu
Bermimpi bila kau jadi milikku
Jauh di dasar hatiku ingin ku teriak
Aku cinta kamu!

Sayang, sayang-sayang
Kamu dah berpunya
Tertutup sudah bagiku kesempatan
Dan bukan gayaku
Rebut pacar orang
Meski hati tulus cerita berakhir tak senang..

Aku tahu akan sulit bagiku
Mencari-cari pengganti dirimu
Tapi bagi lelaki macam aku
Tak mau berakhir kerna begitu
Jauh di dasar hatiku ingin ku teriak
Aku cinta kamu!

Sayang, sayang-sayang
Kamu dah berpunya
Tertutup sudah bagiku kesempatan
Dan bukan gayaku
Rebut pacar orang
Meski hati tulus cerita berakhir tak senang

Tak mungkin, tak mungkin
Aku menyerah hanya kerna tak dapatkan kamu
Meski jauh di dasar hatiku ingin ku teriak
Aku cinta kamu!

Sayang, sayang-sayang
Kamu dah berpunya
Tertutup sudah bagiku kesempatan
Dan bukan gayaku
Rebut pacar orang
Meski hati tulus cerita berakhir tak senang...

Badminton selection

2008-04-15T05:02:00.000-07:00

Heylow guys n girls
we meet again...........

jus now when insyak period
i was question on what make me happy
so i said my families,friends,SOCCER
make me happy

but i also said that money destroy me
so i hate money,it make me waste my time
for some reason
pdhal2 ..... wang pdku adalah sesuatu bende yg paling
diperlukan pd masa ini

aish3

dlm kul 3 gitu
aku disuruh menyediakan tempat untuk kite 10 org
berentap .... berlwn ....
APAnye???
badminton lah...ape lagi
performance jus now was ridiculuos
dashyat sgt tadi aku maen smpai kalah dgn team
nor muhd & khairul
teruk kn????

tapi lwn lagi 3 doubles tu menang arh
hehe :p
hoho insya allah dpt 1st team on 17yrs category...
chech us out the brothers in arm
the double trouble
hehe

'ampun berjuta2 ampun,harap kesilapan dpt dimaafkan'

Lpas tu balek
hp aku mungkin hilang
nk blang mak ke tk nk???

lastly
' think first before doing something...........'

Mungkin tukar skin tau korg..korg..........

2008-04-13T01:40:00.000-07:00

Engkau pastinya tidak mengerti
Apa erti nyanyian hati
Biar berliku onak berduri
Pastinya aku tempuhi

Pelangi hidup tidakkan indah
Andainya sepi melanda jiwa
Kembara seni bukannya mudah
Berikanlah pengertian

Padaku warnanya biru
Padamu mungkin kelabu
Cara kita bisa berbeda
Tapi punya satu cinta

Mencapai impian hatiku
Bukan sekadar mimpi yang palsu
Bila janji menjadi bukti
Hidup menjadi lebih bererti....

Family Party

2008-04-13T01:01:00.001-07:00

Smlm hari bole dikatekn paling gerek
sbb time takraw blaja bende baru
rabaknye kene timbang 50 kali berturut2
haha rmai yg tipu termasuk aku
50? bole tapi impossible

abe time balek kn
pat luar sekolah banjir
sampai ke busstop
abe rmai2 jln smpai ke mrt stesen
gerek dok mcm nk lagi jer
tapi yg terperanjatnye
lipas jln btol2 kat tepi
nasib baik aku tk lemah smgt
kalo tk da pengsan hehe

abe balek terus kene kluar g Chalet
dikatekn ade 'Family Party'
Chalet kat aloha loyang resort
gerek dok

aku dtg jer.....tgh lucky draw
abe aku terus mkn
lpas mkn....... aku relax one corner
bobal2 dgn sedare2 yg jarang dijumpe

kamu smue kenal dgn 'Osman Jailani' & Faizan Rais'
Osman Jailani pelakon malaysia kot n datuk aku nye adek
datuk aku yg baru jer meninggal dunia last yr
muke sebijik sey.............
Yg si Faizan Rais plak pelakon DANIELLE nizam n sedare aku

I had so much fun though
Man n Whiskers
jauh benar yer hahaha

Faizan nye suare bole thn sedap
bile kakak die suro perform lagu
MENCAPAI IMPIAN

tapi die cume nyanyi pat nie jer
sbb tgh maen game abe sambungannye
disambung oleh peserta......

Padaku warnanya biru
Padamu mungkin kelabu
Cara kita bisa berbeda
Tapi punya satu cinta

abe balek dlm kul 10 lebih gitu
smpai rumah jer
tdo

SunDay
tadi penat nk mampz
Bangun dlm kul 930
pastu siap2 nk g bola
selection kul 1100-1300
Gerek jgak arh
sbb dpt maen bola kat pdg
Fahmi suruh aku jd midfield
jgn maen defend
abe aku kasi alasan 'tk de tempat'
aku tk le lastman
sbb time bola jer aku tutup mulut
sbb dah pernah kene kutuk
gara2 membuka mulut

I'll try my best to stick to my position
buka mulut salah, tk bersuara pun salah

'Aku tolong kau dari right wing tau....'

Pancit gle gua ckp sama lu'......
Mane tk pancit.....aku kene jage due org
maen mcm bdak gle terkejar2 due org tu
penat beb, aku pun manusia mcm kau

habis bola terus balek
i'll try to put pics for the party ..yaww!

Knape Saturdae Skool???

2008-04-04T06:13:00.000-07:00

Bola
Badminton
Takraw
Lari

Ape persamaan antare empat-empat ^^^???

Each word describe rahman's participation in img
walaupun lari tk laju
bola okok
takraw tk tau maen sgt
badminton bole lah tahan

Mayb other people judge me in diff. way
lol mcm phm

Bsok english club nye event
Dgr2 gerek....AKu bole knpm gerek nye
tapi syg skali ku tk dpt menyaksikn
persembahan mereka
apsl lah ade irk.....tau lah penting
ambik lah time weekdays jd saturdae free
aish3
knape lah diwajibkn hari saturdae

k lah got nth much to say
adios amigos
gue berambos
chalo betty

2008-04-04T05:34:00.000-07:00

Cinta Sejati - Ari Lasso

Aku jatuh cinta padamu
Sejak pertama kita bertemu
Dia menghuni relung hati
Kau tak pernah peduli

Tuhan mengapa kau anugerahkan
Cinta yang tak mungkin tuk bersatu
Kau yang telah lama kucintai
Ada yang memiliki

Cinta sejati
Tak akan pernah mati
Selalu menghiasi
Ketulusan cinta ini

Jalan hidup telah membuat kita
Harus senantiasa bersama
Lewati segala suka duka
Tiada cinta bicara

Dan kau selalu
Hanya diam membisu
Meski kaupun tahu
Betapa dalam cintaku

Oo...yeahh Aku jatuh cinta padamu

2008-03-29T10:04:00.000-07:00

Hapus Aku - Nidji

Kutuliskan kesedihan
Semua tak bisa kau ungkapkan
Dan kita kan bicara dengan hatiku

Buang semua puisi
Antara kita berdua
Kau bunuh dia sesuatu
Yang kusebut itu cinta

Yakinkan aku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarkan waktu waktu
Hapus aku…

Sadarkan aku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarkan waktu waktu
Hapus aku…

updating bloggy

2008-03-29T09:49:00.000-07:00

19-23 march

ntah ape yg aku ckpkn time tazkirah tu pun aku tk tau
mane tk aku menggeletar, pk dorg smue tk heran sgt
psl tazkirah nie.....so it went on smoothly
when the girls kept looking @ me....
Fuuuh rase mcm ade byk dosa g tu
tapi dpt make it

cramp dtg balek..........
kaki kiri - paha

On the weekdays usually g g.y
mcm da terkemaruk plak
dulu g.l ....................
skrang nie g.y plak
haha

saturdae g skola utk blaja irk
pastu lepak2 kat sp
pastu hilmi blanje mac....
tk kusangka dia akn blanja

on that day we came across a fwen whose
mom ask him to go back home
he ignored his mother n proceed to his destination
aish3..... nk rase kesian ade.....pdn muke pun ade

pastu g maen bola kat alkaff
passing game
tapi rmai yg dtg lmbt
sbb hujan...................
pastu balek